I never thought to see him again. I didnt mean like meet him in person but, just a photo of him. And a couple of flashbacks. The calls, the messages, and everything. The feeling just gone from sorrow to acidic feeling. And this time everything starts come to my senses now. Deeply thoughts of it. Then I figured that I must be " Zhi Cheuk Toh Ching". Even though I not sure whether he likes me or not at that time. And the things I did, I told him, I wrote to him, it's really hurting him so much. I just couldnt forgive myself for doing that. I was too bloody amature and until now, I'm still is. Link*
I want to forget but couldnt let go. I have thought of it, if only I could be more mature and thoughtful to him at that time then it wont come to this stage. I bet by now he's already got himself a boyfriend, a better who will treasure him and love him.
Gor, come out yumcha with me...
ReplyDeleteit's normal flashback abt someone.. gt bitter, sweet n sour in memory.. but don't blame urself too much & don't take it deeply in ur heart..
ReplyDeletetry to put all that bad feeling behind you and let bygones be bygones...
~jessey mccartney : take your sweet time~
noti nicky must also be strong yah. go out with bear bear since he's buying u drinkssss. :P
ReplyDeletedun worry~ u'll find one great lover soon~ ^^
ReplyDeleteConfirmed that he is now attached?
ReplyDelete*hugs*
ReplyDeletebear..when u done ur things only, then I go.
ReplyDeletemychanzz. It's okay already.:)
Koala. HAHAHA.XD
Orange. to you too.XD
Wiiliam. he might be. Just that I couldnt dig so much info from someone.
Ash. Hug