Why am I so stubborn? This question was asked by him. 
Furthermore, why am I still keep waiting for "someone" to come back instead I can have him right now. And I told him, that I make a promise to "someone" that I will wait "someone" to be back here. It's nothing loss for me to wait "someone". If he don't like me after meeting me, it's fine by me. I don't mind. We can still be friends after that. I won't be so insane force "someone" into relationship with me. A relationship is about free will to choose from both partners agree on.
I do miss "someone" so much. I even asked when "someone" will be back again and again. Then I don't bother to ask again. "Someone" busy with his workload again. But my stubbornness side want to know so badly or may be just let it be. Eventually he will tell me when. For now, I'm worry the guy. He got sparks on me. Sparks have because of the few meet up with him. And another guy is currently chasing him but he likes me more. Trouble I am getting into now. Just don't how know to tell him not to love me or forget me. It's hard but I did told him, still didn't work. I guess have to try another way. Find someone to be my partner so that he will know I found someone already. Because he is also stubborn as I do.
Furthermore, why am I still keep waiting for "someone" to come back instead I can have him right now. And I told him, that I make a promise to "someone" that I will wait "someone" to be back here. It's nothing loss for me to wait "someone". If he don't like me after meeting me, it's fine by me. I don't mind. We can still be friends after that. I won't be so insane force "someone" into relationship with me. A relationship is about free will to choose from both partners agree on.ps: Someone = JJ
Your love for someone is really long lasting... I have not heard about JJ for a long time already... and I spoke to your friend 'him', via msn, a few days ago.. planning u and him to meet up with us.
ReplyDeletewoah... JJ is back!
ReplyDelete@pikey..Just recently we connect back but still he very busy with work over load. Hard a bit for me to reconnect with him bcos he MIA for mths...Ohh he also told me that but dun tell him my blog is here..TQ.:)
ReplyDelete@bravebear..Indeed..:)
Susahnya.
ReplyDeleteerm, Aquarius are the hardest to change their stand.. think about who/what that u really want,focus on it and u'll be happy
ReplyDeletewell, my ears are always ready, haha
ReplyDelete@william ..my stubbornness?
ReplyDelete@Ichimaru...im will try my best.:)
@orange..okay, when I you on, I will tell..:)
Nicky, "someone" has already given you the answer, just let go of "someone". I feel you would get hurt after the meet. But let go of stubbornness is even hardest. As your bud, we support your decision. : ) bluesky
ReplyDelete@bluesky..I already expected what the other day you told me if being with him..:)
ReplyDeletehmmm~ never try never know...
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