Pathetic.

Yesterday(sunday) I went to PC Expo to buy external hard drive, because mom wants it. So I went alone. Thought of asking companion but couldnt get through. Then a call came in. She couldn't make it. Then saying I'm pathetic go shopping alone and don't ask others to accompany. Actually I'm quite comfortable shopping alone I told her. Even a friend works there said the same like her. Pathetic. I don't really minded what they said because this are really friends. Hard to find this kind of friends who true to themselves. To see they laughed and happy and smile, I'm jolted alive. Because of that I couldn't remember why I was emo-ing yesterday.

Suddenly I had thought of how pathetic of those emo-ing people was. Really pathetic. They've got great friends around whenever they needed or in any occasion. Yet so damn emo-idiotic. If sometimes, I can practically understand. But every time, just couldn't stand. Sometimes just don't want be so judgemental about all this. Wanna let it be and move on. But then want go in front of them, tell to cry last tears out, and stand up like a true gentlemen or women. Walk with faith.

Now I'm really pathetic. Don't know how to express my feeling. GEEZZZ